It’s strange how insurmountable
This moment feels.
Strange not because I have a solution
Not because it doesn’t hurt
And not because my heart believes
The countless people telling me
“It’s gonna be okay”.
It’s strange because of how far we’ve come
How many many times
I’ve been certain of my abandonment
And yet found belonging time and time again,
How often I have stumbled
Only to find my feet again
How deep has been my heartache
And yet joy has not failed to find me yet.
Yes. Right now, it sucks. Royally.
But if hindsight serves me well
Then , sure enough,
This too shall pass.